It's DONE with it...

Done with folks just a little note that I'm DONE with it!! The 3 weeks of re-training for JB has been completed with as of April 23rd, 2010 what a GREAT ACCOMPLISHMENT!! Seriously I found my self at the begining ready to throw the towel in because of my sweetness Ongo May and missing her so much...but as usual the Lord has helped me get through it thank goodness!! So now I'm officially able to work from home like old times yipppeeee meaning being with my beautiful daughter at home!!

I SHALL & I WILL....

So this has to be the cutest thing my husband has written me recently.  If you know Jay than you know that he is so into "description" and "details" SERIOUSLY!! So we both use my personal email, I mean I would set one up for Jay but he would end up just using mines anyways.  So we have discovered away to keep in contact while I've had this crazy schedule with both jobs.  We use one email and just email eachother..i know NOT so interesting right...and im sure your wondering why dont we just IM we'll for one I cant find time to teach him how to IM and also were both kids when we see and email with the subject line for one of us we become little kids writing little love notes..lol SERIOUSLY!! So I wanted to share one of them that kept me SMILING so big and for so long....LOVE my BABY's DADDY lol it was entitled

"I SHALL & I WILL"

My Dear "LOVE"...THANK YOU for "ALWAYS" being **STRONG** and being CONSISTANT in EVERYTHING that you do in TRYING to "BETTER" everything around you and that is a PART of you. Even if there is ONE such BURDEN(hmm, I wonder WHO that is) that tends to WEIGH a lil' TOO much OVER the CAPACITY that you STRIVE to carry into The ETERNAL life forever & EVER!!! You do push me the "MOST" 'cause I know YOU have DONE "MORE" than HALF of your SHARE already and NOW its time for me to do the REST and take it to the FINISH LINE!! I just WANTED to come on here(hopin' that you made it to work on time)to "THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH" for your KIND self on "ALWAYS" putting in the EXTRA "EFFORT" in "GOING OUT OF YOUR WAY"(like ALWAYS)to take your PRECIOUS TIME & ENERGY to FULFILL anothers need!! I just want to CRY 'cause I know I havent BEEN the BEST Husband to you in the WORLD and the BEST Father in the WORLD to our Daughter "Moo Moo"!! So the TITLE of this here Email to you says it ALL...hopefully I WILL and I SHALL do FOLLOW through with it and BECOME that ONE "SUPER-DUPER" Father & Husband that I NEED to be for my own lil' Family at home and do what is EXPECTED of me and make it for **ALL TIME & ETERNITY** So to My KWEEN "CHUBBY CHUBBY"..."THANK YOU" once AGAIN as you ALWAYS do in all things with us.......STILL accept me for who I am(like ALWAYS)and putting up with my ways at times. I do WANT you to KNOW that you do ALWAYS cross my mind and that I DO always THINK about you ALL THE TIME!!! MORE than you THINK I do...ABOUT the same as you do with me, Im just right there with you. SO give me KISS...**I LOVE YOU** FOR ALL TIME & ETERNITY...your HUSBAND to Meliame Lonely Nydegger... your KING to The "CHUBBY CHUBBY" highnest...and FATHER to YOUR Daughter Princess "Moo Moo" b.k.a. **CHUNKY CHIPS**!!! -J.I. & 'Ongo May-


Isnt that so sweet...yea...that is why I fell in love with him in 28 days because of his sweet sweetness.  I'm grateful that I have been blessed with a man who is very open with his emotions and feelings. Ongo May b.k.a "CHUNCKY CHIPS" & me are very blessed.  We LOVE you Dad!!

Holly "flashback" March 2007

Lookey what we have here....a picture found in my email account!! This is a picture taken back in 2007 in preperation of my handsome "skinny" hubby (the one with no shirt on lol) his Dad my loving father in law Paseni "Crip" holding the water hose, Jay's good friend (more like brother) in the white tank Nic Fonua & I can not make out whot that is bending over.  I remember this day only because Jay was telling me how the men were teasing him about my Dad & how Jay has to find the biggest pig and by the picture above I think he did pretty good with finding an abnormal looking pig lol.  Oh check out my jexy man...wow its crazy to remember how skinny (but in shape) he was.  You know though I think he looks even more jexy now healthy and all.  Just though I'd sahre this picture it's one of my fave from our past!! Oh forgot to mention the photographer was Pate Lomu oh...so remember when he used to come around my husband so much!! Love these men espicially my MAN. Good times!!

Oh pretty please.....

Isn't that a cute picture? Yea hope i look as cute as that puppy does "begging"...what am I begging for? A LOT lol nah just that this training can go bay faster...or better yet I can test out by next week so I can be home with my BEAUTY oh how I miss her...look at this sweet face.......

Yup and that is why I would get down on my knees to BEGG like that little puppy...because of this healthy face!! I happy to say we've just finished one week consisting of 16hrs of work and about an hour at the end of the night from 12am-1am spending with my sweetness...oh I dont know how long this is going to last (schduele).  So come next week folks we shall see if my fulltime with allow me to have my schedules adjusted to get this JB training in.  Just cant wait till everything is back to normal & I can work from home & be with my CHUNCKY CHIPS.  Thats the latest folks!!

180th Annual General Conference

1st Presidency of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints

Another GREAT General Conference!! Just me & my Princess Ongo May & my parents were @ home watching it. Dad had to work, Lupy & Ana were with sister Morena chillen @ a Hotel enjoying it. LOVE LOVE LOVE this time...when we prepare ourselves to hear the counsel of our leaders. Of course all messages were needed & hit home for me!! Its great to know that our Father in Heaven LOVES us so much we have a living prophet to lead and guide us in these days. I cant wait till the conference talks come out in the Ensign to re-read them and learn more. I also can NOT wait till Ongo May is older to teach her the importance of watching & listening to General Conference. Truely grateful to have the gospel in my life to help with my sacred callings as a wife, a mother and of course of a daughter to a Heavenly Father.

Ongo May's 1st Easter

Makoni Sister's

Wow Easter just passed and a lot that I wanted to do....I didnt but all I can do is laugh about it. You know sometimes things dont always turn out to the way you would like it, but rather then dwell and mope about it just laugh & know its all going to be ok. I am learning very quickly that I need to realize my daughter is NOT old enough to remember all the little things I want her too. This past easter was very simple!! For one my daughter didn't have an easter basket that I so wanted to make for her...mainly because we didnt have the funds to splurge at ALL really....this year with Jay out of work for awhile, and me as well with the leave we've been very limited BUT it has humbled me to realize what really matters. So indoors it was for me & my daughter while Dad worked through out the weekend. We did get plenty of easter candy,and easter stuff from Aunts & Uncles so that was sweet, and one memorable gift was one given from Ongo May's Aunty (one of her fahus) Candace she treated all 5 of her nieces to Easter pictures. OMG I can't wait to see the pictrues Ongo May was the BEST she didnt even cry she was a natural infront of the camera...I prepped her good lol. Above in the picture you can see her 4 older sisters Moala, Katokakala, Sisi, and Fehi the picture is so beautiful I know G-Pa Paseni is in awe of his beautiful Grand-daughters!! If anything this Easter its great to reflect on the great meaning of Easter and that is the resurrection of our Saviour Jesus Christ I for one am VERY grateful for that my goal is to raise my daughter to know the true meaning of Easter & of course enjoy the festivities of it with family!! Hope your Easter was great this year!!

This to shall pass....

The time has come...I've been back to my full time since last week & today its back to my part time the only thing with that is...because of so much changes since i've been off I'm heading to training w/ my part-time. So right now my schedule with consists of 6a.m. wake up to 7a.m. start with my full-time getting off at 3:30pm only to drive up to JB & start training there from 4pm to 12am and then home about 1230am (if traffic permits). Of course when I get home my CHUNCKY CHIPS and her Daddy will most likely be knocked out...and then we start all over in the morning! This schedule I am hoping will only be for 2 weeks but that will be confirmed today so we shall see. Why am I doing this....we'll for a better future for my HEART my daughter...I can't wait to be able to travel with her, and provide her with the best that we can. The only way to accomplish my goals to actually do something about it rather than think about em and HOPE lol I'm just grateful for ALL that I have right now, and know with no doubt that my father in heaven is mindful of me & my little family. So with tears in my eyes because I'm going to miss my lil momma & her Daddy I just have to have the "ganas" and get it done!!